Wednesday, 23 June 2010


The realisation that I still don't know what I'm doing here,
Put in perspective I am nothing,
It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading
Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being
Just another soul spent searching for something inside,
I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust,
I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me

Saturday, 3 April 2010


The setting sun shinning in through this window
is beginning to fade away
as the days grow dark and the nights grow long
I'm beginning to fade away

The setting sun shinning in through this window
is begining to fade away
and all these days so dark and the streets grow grey
i am starting to fade away

Ive been counting down these days for so long
Ive forgotten what this countdown was leading to
forgotten to take the time
to appreciate what is going on and where I'm going to

We spend so much time looking forward
That we forget to learn for our mistakes


The Broken promises you made
You never made them up to me
Now I know what I have to do
To be a better father than you.